5 Years…
01 Aug 2011 Leave a Comment
in My Writings Tags: Determination Vs. Randomness, English-Writings, Love
I saw that we are rotten.. In such a young age, you said. We are changing and we are sinking. 5 years, is all it takes to make everything fade away. Yes, everything that we once had. You’re looking back far far away..
I believe you that night. I believe you that we are falling, to the place that none of us want to be. A day, a week, a month.. I’m looking still, to things that I thought were gone. To things that we feel it lost.
Then one day, I decided to look around, guess what I’d seen.. every relationship feels like rotten in certain stage. It is not just you and me, I think the Universe has its own way to say it is time to move on. It is time to grow.
Step by step I saw things differently. It is funny how world can turn differently just by changing our perspective, how we discern certain things. I’m starting to see clearly the wrong turns, the irresponsible choices and all the false magical beliefs.
To be in this stage, there’s no turning back; to grow or to fall. What I know for certain is I will give love another chance. It is a long journey to get here, and it still take a little efforts to get where we want to be.
I’ll take the risk hun, to put myself in one of the most fragile position, to fall in love.. again. To choose trust over suspicious mind, to choose happiness over self-defense, To take every responsibility in success or failure.. To open myself of the possibility of getting hurt, at the same time to give love the chance to grow
